Finding It Hard

Have you ever found it so hard to not talk to someone?

Eventhough you banter whenever you can; have you ever had so much history it's so hard to let go. When sometimes that's the only thing you can do?

It's getting to the end of Year 11 now and well I was going to get a leavers book but then I realized. . . Who's going to sign it? I've chosen the option to keep myself to myself and now that's left me quite alone.

There's that girl I mentioned in the post before- there was so much I wanted to write within her book and now obviously that has be wrecked. I'm not going to say because of me and I'm not going to say because of her. We just have eachother on a small fuse... maybe I do regret things that have happened and maybe it doesn't feel right anymore... but things have to be accepted. No. This is not me wanting to forget that this brawl has happened. It's me accepting it for once in my life.

You have to accept that other people have opinions of you. . . And they may be 100% wrong or they may be 100% correct but at the end of the day- you can't change someone's opinions.

There is no one in this world I can say I know enough to have a pure hatred with.

There is no one I can say know 100% about who I am.

The only things I can be sure about is the love I behold for people and the strength I have.

Yes; maybe there is times where I can't eat. Where I feel like an addiction of SI comes past my head. I'm not perfect but I can bet you- niether are you.

I love people for their imperfections! <3